I'll Be Your Lifeline by xx-amberskies, literature
Literature
I'll Be Your Lifeline
Am I
irritating
when I'm self
deprecating,
Or are you just not
communicating
for reasons of your own?
Because I really want to know why you're
duplicating
the words coming out of my mouth if they bother you so much,
locating
them in long forgotten memoirs of a thirteen year old me.
Or is it that this
suffocating
cry for help is
intoxicating
because you feel the same way,
advocating
happiness while
dedicating
poems to your dead self.
Lost in years of
self medicating,
syndicating
stories, not to the media, but to your reflection, to yourself.
Are you
fabricating
reasons to live or
invocating
reasons to die?
And if
I'll Be Your Lifeline by xx-amberskies, literature
Literature
I'll Be Your Lifeline
Am I
irritating
when I'm self
deprecating,
Or are you just not
communicating
for reasons of your own?
Because I really want to know why you're
duplicating
the words coming out of my mouth if they bother you so much,
locating
them in long forgotten memoirs of a thirteen year old me.
Or is it that this
suffocating
cry for help is
intoxicating
because you feel the same way,
advocating
happiness while
dedicating
poems to your dead self.
Lost in years of
self medicating,
syndicating
stories, not to the media, but to your reflection, to yourself.
Are you
fabricating
reasons to live or
invocating
reasons to die?
And if
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